whats' it to fall in & outta love ......

i ran 1.8 today only to realised I couldn;t run anymore. felt so heavy, as if everyting was weighing on me. I was running & drying my cheeks @ d same time how could that possibly be possible & guess what, i walked to his place, with tears running down, & got drenched again, on my way home . why's th weather changing like your love for me ? fucked , what on earth is happening .